M turns the big one tomorrow and I have been thinking a lot about how my life has changed in the last year. I have to admit there have been many moments when I feel like this;
and not really because of the baby, but of all the things that go with it...the slogging, the shlepping. Before baby I was the type of person who was organized. My place was always clean, I had groceries in the fridge, I did yoga every week. I woke up early to go to the gym. I never really combed my hair so i can't blame that on the baby, but I used to accessorize at some point. With winter things have gotten complicated, it's all jackets in car seats and changing diapers in the back seat of said car and spilling poo on the seat and picking it up with your bare hands and unfolding strollers and banging your head on the car doorway, then closing the doors so you can scream outside in frustration and not scare the baby with said screaming.
I know there are way worse things going on in the world and in perspective I have little to complain about, but sometimes you just gotta vent your frustrations or you turn into a crazy anger ball. Ok, now I can move forward with thinking about all the amazing things that have happened in the last year...To Be Continued....
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